Can You Hear Me?

So since blogger is DEAD, let us test the degree of deadness. Voila! A tumblr meme! How this works is you leave a comment with up to 3 of the numbers in it, then I answer those numbers. To test the level of deadness on blogger, we shall see how long it takes people to respond to this. Ready... and... GO!


1. Three things I want to say to three different people.
2. One of my insecurities.
3. What turns me on.
4. One of my bad habits.
5. Who I wish I could be.
6. Where I want to be right now.
7. The last thing I ate.
8. Sexiest person that comes to my mind immediately.
9. What song I’m currently listening to.
10. The last time I cried and why.
11. Something I’m excited about.
12. 5 things I like about myself and 5 things I dislike about myself.
13. Three things I want right now.

Meme Time YAY!

Wanted to blog. Found this meme. Thought this meme was awesome. Did this meme. YAY!

i think: i've got addicted to the queue button on tumblr (after taking forever to realise it existed, that is).

i know: how to wire a plug. i am way more proud of this fact than i should be.

i want: to watch another episode of iris! or hello baby. not in a bof mood for some reason? and i don't think ep 8 of ouran has been subbed yet anyways.

i have: this plan where every day this year at uni i'm going to spend an hour of my free time at the library studying a different language, splitting my time between polish, korean, german, japanese, italian and mandarin chinese. russian was also an option for 2 seconds before i decided i didn't care enough.

i wish: that it was possible to go on holiday to the past (not the future because that's just too weird), or to fictional alternate universes. it would be freaking AMAZING.

i hate: small-town gossiping and narrow-mindedness. it makes me want to stab people with a blunt spoon.

i miss: AMY GRACE MCKEE! it feels like she's been away longer than a week =(

i fear: the day when i grow up, stop being immature and start worrying about things.

i feel: exceedingly tired, and should probably go to bed since i have to get up early, but i really want to finish this so i shall stay up!

i hear: rain! not rain rain as in older TA-DA rain, rain as in weather rain. it's a nice sound, i like it!

i smell: nothing, which is unsurprising because I was pretty much born without a sense of smell. YAY!

i crave: alone time if i've been with people for too long, especially large groups.

i search: my soul daily to try and discover myself. LOL JK i hardly ever do that unless i'm depressed.

i wonder: whether jon snow is really dead or not? i'm inclined to say not. even if he is i bet melisandre could fix it. except if this results in anything similar to catelyn i will throw the book across the room. anything would be preferable to THAT, including another red wedding, no more bran pov ever and daenerys not leaving meereen until the end of dream of spring.

i regret: having so many exams that we couldn't go to smtown paris. seriously messed up priorities there tbh.

i love: MAFIA GUY LOLLL

i ache: after 10 minutes of exercise. this leads me to believe that exercise is a Bad Thing.

i care: a huge amount about a few things and very little about most things.

i always: repeat inside jokes far too much. yes, i am aware of this habit of mine, and it annoys me as well lol.

i am not: the kind of person who admits things, unless a) i know you don't care or b) information is forcibly dragged out of me. this has resulted in people getting angry at me, imagine that!

i believe: that this post has been very not cryptic so far, so i'll get my fix in this one. according to my mems, paintings do not make good horcruxes and letter openers are basically evil, while delinquents are the next best and exceptions really do need to be made more quickly, savvy?

i dance: roly poly, genie and muzik. i blame amy for the first and key for the other two -_-

i sing: only in church or if no one can hear me. i must admit though, i quite like singing!

i cry: at the end of the second narnia movie when they have to leave ;~; EVERY TIME. who says i'm heartless now?!

i don’t always: spend my time wisely, for example that time that i found a video and wanted to understand it so i found a vietsubbed version and spent all afternoon pausing it and google translating. on that note, vietnamese has TOO MANY ACCENTS.

i fight: the bad guys every time they appear in my dreams. i would probably be afraid in real life and run away, but in my dreams i tend not to die so fighting makes more sense.

i write: very infrequently, unless you count my diary and blog? my muses are super lazy so my LJ is quite empty lol. i'm definitely more of a reader!

i win: no competitions because i enter no competitions because i am too lazy!

i lose: things all the time. or at least i always think i've lost something, just because i do it so often!

i never: swear in front of people, EVER. my brain-mouth filter is generally terrible, but 100% efficient in that respect.

i confuse: fiction and reality if i've been reading for long enough without stopping. my favourite instance of this is when i almost stopped myself from saying 'thank you' to a woman in a shop because i'd just gone through the mercy thompson series and fae consider you indebted to them if you thank them xD

i listen: to my ipod every single time I'm in my car, and not the radio. this is why I'm never up to date on music in the (uk) charts.

i can usually be found: in my bedroom, with the door closed, on my laptop listening to music. because i can be a little bit antisocial sometimes/all the time.

i am scared: of pretty much all insects in existence, except for the ones smaller than money spiders and wasps. yes, wasps. the ones that are actually dangerous.

i need: to have a long discussion with sean the satnav about the difference between newcastle and newry.

i am happy about: the fact that i got into pottermore before everyone else. heh heh.