So for lunch today, Dad and I went to this little restaurant at the top of the ski slope - we went to it yesterday as well. The first thing I thought when I walked onto the terrace?
It was not "Ooh pretty view of Mont Blanc!" It probably should have been, the view was amazing.
It was not "Hungry hungry hungry I think I want a panini." This is more like the sort of thing that normally crosses my mind, so this is what I would've expected myself to think.
Instead, it was "Ohh, the hot waiter from yesterday is here again!!"
CLAUDIA. KERRI. WHAT HAVE YOU TWO DONE TO ME?!
10-Day Meme: Day 10
Saturday, 15 January 2011
One confession.
Right now? I'm in France. Lawl.
(No seriously, dad thought study leave seemed like a good time to go skiing. Craziness runs in our family... So yes Jordan, I shall get you that bottle of water from the French Alps!)
Right now? I'm in France. Lawl.
(No seriously, dad thought study leave seemed like a good time to go skiing. Craziness runs in our family... So yes Jordan, I shall get you that bottle of water from the French Alps!)
10-Day Meme: Day 9
Friday, 14 January 2011
Two events/actions that describe your life right now. (I decided to go for an event AND an action, just to shake things up a bit!)
1 - ACTION
Writing! I think I mentioned this in day 2's post, but I adore writing, and right now I seem to be doing a LOT of it. Blogging is becoming a chronic addiction, especially while I've been doing this meme, I have become addicted to MSN once again, I love updating my twitter (not so much facebook, I kind of resent it actually), I write my diary every night, there's schoolwork to be done, and then of course there's that thing from Physics yesterday...
2 - EVENT
Container parties! They are the greatest things ever invented, even if they do make me sick (I don't care, we need some more of them, next time I can just wear like 3 coats or something but we MUST have more)! In fact, I think there was one sort of going on in my dream last night, lol. The container is the one place where conversation is never awkward no matter what the topic is, and the conversations/knowledge/inside jokes that happen as a result are just brilliant!
1 - ACTION
Writing! I think I mentioned this in day 2's post, but I adore writing, and right now I seem to be doing a LOT of it. Blogging is becoming a chronic addiction, especially while I've been doing this meme, I have become addicted to MSN once again, I love updating my twitter (not so much facebook, I kind of resent it actually), I write my diary every night, there's schoolwork to be done, and then of course there's that thing from Physics yesterday...
2 - EVENT
Container parties! They are the greatest things ever invented, even if they do make me sick (I don't care, we need some more of them, next time I can just wear like 3 coats or something but we MUST have more)! In fact, I think there was one sort of going on in my dream last night, lol. The container is the one place where conversation is never awkward no matter what the topic is, and the conversations/knowledge/inside jokes that happen as a result are just brilliant!
10-Day Meme: Day 8
Thursday, 13 January 2011
Three turn-ons.
1
Well-kept, somewhat longish dark hair. Example: Eoin Macken/Gwaine!
2
Ok, I feel mean for writing this, but: intelligence. I don't mean knowing the ins and outs of nuclear physics, but knowing your left from your right (politically speaking) or best of all, knowing some random other language - basically, just having some sort of knowledge about whatever it may be, because I love the random conversations that result!
3
Musical ability! I don't have any, but I wish I did, and I really admire the people who do!
1
Well-kept, somewhat longish dark hair. Example: Eoin Macken/Gwaine!
Ok, I feel mean for writing this, but: intelligence. I don't mean knowing the ins and outs of nuclear physics, but knowing your left from your right (politically speaking) or best of all, knowing some random other language - basically, just having some sort of knowledge about whatever it may be, because I love the random conversations that result!
3
Musical ability! I don't have any, but I wish I did, and I really admire the people who do!
10-Day Meme: Day 7
Wednesday, 12 January 2011
Four turn-offs.
1
Huge tattoos covering every inch of available skin! They're so unnecessary and look revolting; one or two small ones I can understand - in fact, very rarely they can look kinda nice - but massive ones are quite repulsive.
2
Lack of a sense of humour is something that I cannot put up with! Life is too short to take seriously, which is why I don't think I have a single friend who doesn't know how to make me laugh.
3
The male version of hareem pants - drop-crotch trousers, I think they're called? They look as weird and disgusting as their name implies.
4
Loudmouthedness. Not the best way of putting it, because it also implies that I hate people who have naturally loud voices (untrue), or people who occasionally disrupt class (mostly untrue). But I mean when people don't know when to shut up, slag everyone off, every other word is a swear word, and are generally just unpleasant to listen to!
1
Huge tattoos covering every inch of available skin! They're so unnecessary and look revolting; one or two small ones I can understand - in fact, very rarely they can look kinda nice - but massive ones are quite repulsive.
2
Lack of a sense of humour is something that I cannot put up with! Life is too short to take seriously, which is why I don't think I have a single friend who doesn't know how to make me laugh.
3
The male version of hareem pants - drop-crotch trousers, I think they're called? They look as weird and disgusting as their name implies.
4
Loudmouthedness. Not the best way of putting it, because it also implies that I hate people who have naturally loud voices (untrue), or people who occasionally disrupt class (mostly untrue). But I mean when people don't know when to shut up, slag everyone off, every other word is a swear word, and are generally just unpleasant to listen to!
10-Day Meme: Day 6
Tuesday, 11 January 2011
Five people who mean a lot.
Person 1
In some ways, you know more about me than anyone else does, including my family - just because you actually care about my life. I love how we can just talk about anything, and you definitely make that class more bearable! I can honestly say that I'm used to your bad moods (they actually amuse me), and I'm no longer intimidated by you! In fact, when I want to talk to someone, you're almost always the one I go to. If we lose contact when we go to uni, I think I will fall apart, because you have become one of my closest friends of all.
[So maybe I overreacted, but I actually respect you more now.]
Person 2
I know what you said about me, and it goes both ways. I think you understand me better than a lot of people do, even though logically that's unlikely - but you're one of the few people who can tell when I'm upset, and conversation with you never feels awkward (if we have nothing to say we just fall awkwardly silent instead, lol). In many ways, we're equals. I trust you as much as you trust me - which is apparently a lot, and that meant so much to me.
[I don't know whether or not you remember a comment you once made about my earrings. But these days I actually wear them more often because of that, even if it doesn't exactly apply to me.]
Person 3
I swear I sometimes think you're insane - especially recently! You make me laugh almost every time we're talking, but I've had some really deep conversations with you too. Sometimes you encourage me, sometimes you infuriate me, and I love that you're never afraid to speak your mind. Your love for the GC will never fail to amuse me, too! Recently though, you're a bit weird with me - what's that all about?
[At first I was disappointed. But then I realised that all things considered, I should be proud.]
Person 4
You are probably the only one who understands - and shares! - some of my odder tastes and interests, and although sometimes I find myself completely disagreeing and annoyed with you because of our very different attitudes, I honestly think that you are amazing! I actually really admire you, and even though you sometimes go overboard with things, you're so in control of your life! Some of the things you say really worry me though - are you okay?
[Another overreaction, but I guess I was right the first time, after all. I wish I'd been wrong.]
Person 5
We've had our awkward moments, but even though we're so different, we've somehow managed to become such good friends! You are an odd child, but I actually appreciate your weirdness, because it makes you more you! Sometimes I completely disagree with what you say, but I respect you for having your own opinions at the same time. You can have me in complete hysterics with just a few words, you can confuse me with even fewer, and you don't even have to speak to freak me out! You add so much colour to my life, I'm going to miss you so much next year!
[I know that what you think and how you act are opposites. But this time, I don't know whether or not you're just hiding how you really feel.]
I do not even know what to think about this. Some of them are very obvious, others not so much...
Person 1
In some ways, you know more about me than anyone else does, including my family - just because you actually care about my life. I love how we can just talk about anything, and you definitely make that class more bearable! I can honestly say that I'm used to your bad moods (they actually amuse me), and I'm no longer intimidated by you! In fact, when I want to talk to someone, you're almost always the one I go to. If we lose contact when we go to uni, I think I will fall apart, because you have become one of my closest friends of all.
[So maybe I overreacted, but I actually respect you more now.]
Person 2
I know what you said about me, and it goes both ways. I think you understand me better than a lot of people do, even though logically that's unlikely - but you're one of the few people who can tell when I'm upset, and conversation with you never feels awkward (if we have nothing to say we just fall awkwardly silent instead, lol). In many ways, we're equals. I trust you as much as you trust me - which is apparently a lot, and that meant so much to me.
[I don't know whether or not you remember a comment you once made about my earrings. But these days I actually wear them more often because of that, even if it doesn't exactly apply to me.]
Person 3
I swear I sometimes think you're insane - especially recently! You make me laugh almost every time we're talking, but I've had some really deep conversations with you too. Sometimes you encourage me, sometimes you infuriate me, and I love that you're never afraid to speak your mind. Your love for the GC will never fail to amuse me, too! Recently though, you're a bit weird with me - what's that all about?
[At first I was disappointed. But then I realised that all things considered, I should be proud.]
Person 4
You are probably the only one who understands - and shares! - some of my odder tastes and interests, and although sometimes I find myself completely disagreeing and annoyed with you because of our very different attitudes, I honestly think that you are amazing! I actually really admire you, and even though you sometimes go overboard with things, you're so in control of your life! Some of the things you say really worry me though - are you okay?
[Another overreaction, but I guess I was right the first time, after all. I wish I'd been wrong.]
Person 5
We've had our awkward moments, but even though we're so different, we've somehow managed to become such good friends! You are an odd child, but I actually appreciate your weirdness, because it makes you more you! Sometimes I completely disagree with what you say, but I respect you for having your own opinions at the same time. You can have me in complete hysterics with just a few words, you can confuse me with even fewer, and you don't even have to speak to freak me out! You add so much colour to my life, I'm going to miss you so much next year!
[I know that what you think and how you act are opposites. But this time, I don't know whether or not you're just hiding how you really feel.]
I do not even know what to think about this. Some of them are very obvious, others not so much...
10-Day Meme: Day 5
Monday, 10 January 2011
Six things you wish you'd never done.
1
Attempting to go drive to the Silent Valley to go sledging last month... another car crashed into mine, and even if the only damage was scratches, it wasted my entire afternoon! And dad's still sorting out insurance and whatnot to get them fixed. Not cool.
2
Keeping English on this year - I kind of loathe it! Even though the craic in Mr Cowan's class is good, and I'm looking forward to Chaucer, I'm starting to think it just wasn't worth it.
3
I wish I hadn't been so obsessive over (insert list of things here). I get addicted to tv shows, book series, and other such things far too easily, and it eats up far too much of my time!
4
Doubting you. I wish that never happened.
5
All of junior school! Big regret there, because I was a generally horrible person - I was such a little know-it-all, was quite stuck-up, and had absolutely no sense of humour! I was lucky enough to have friends who kicked some sense into me, but even so I know that the first impression I left on a lot of people has affected the way they think of me ever since.
6
I really regret that so often I've been silent instead of standing up for what I believe in. When someone says something that I fundamentally disagree with, sometimes it's just so much easier to just say nothing - or worse, pretend I agree with them. I don't actually mean so much my religious views, because people know I'm a Christian and don't tend to slag it off around me, but xenophobia, and in fact pretty much any kind of intolerance drives me insane! I just wish I had the guts to fight against it more.
1
Attempting to go drive to the Silent Valley to go sledging last month... another car crashed into mine, and even if the only damage was scratches, it wasted my entire afternoon! And dad's still sorting out insurance and whatnot to get them fixed. Not cool.
2
Keeping English on this year - I kind of loathe it! Even though the craic in Mr Cowan's class is good, and I'm looking forward to Chaucer, I'm starting to think it just wasn't worth it.
3
I wish I hadn't been so obsessive over (insert list of things here). I get addicted to tv shows, book series, and other such things far too easily, and it eats up far too much of my time!
4
Doubting you. I wish that never happened.
5
All of junior school! Big regret there, because I was a generally horrible person - I was such a little know-it-all, was quite stuck-up, and had absolutely no sense of humour! I was lucky enough to have friends who kicked some sense into me, but even so I know that the first impression I left on a lot of people has affected the way they think of me ever since.
6
I really regret that so often I've been silent instead of standing up for what I believe in. When someone says something that I fundamentally disagree with, sometimes it's just so much easier to just say nothing - or worse, pretend I agree with them. I don't actually mean so much my religious views, because people know I'm a Christian and don't tend to slag it off around me, but xenophobia, and in fact pretty much any kind of intolerance drives me insane! I just wish I had the guts to fight against it more.
10-Day Meme: Day 4
Sunday, 9 January 2011
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
1
"I'm hungry!!!!!!!!!"
Happens rather a lot, especially in school. This was literally the first thing I thought of when I read the title for today, I wonder what that says about me...
2
"Ahhhh uni!"
This crosses my mind in odd ways, which are actually usually positive, such as when I have to go to bed and I want to stay on the computer for another hour or three: "Ooh, when I'm at uni I can stay up as late as I want! Yay!" Then again, this also tells me that my sleeping pattern at uni is going to be even more messed up than it was at the Christmas holidays this year... not good. Basically uni is in my head because it's soon and it'll be a big change, and I really wonder what it'll be like.
3
"Really can't be bothered with this right now..."
I have very little motivation sometimes, especially doing English homework. Then this thought appears in my mind... and I tend to get distracted doing something silly and ridiculous. Fail!
4
"Hahahahaha that's brilliant!"
This actually does cross my mind all the time - and I love when it does, because I love to laugh.
5
"Ugh, I just want to be alone right now!"
And then if possible I turn the music up... If not, I try to just tune out the rest of the world and get my thoughts/emotions in check.
6
"Why is no one on MSN? I want to talk to someone!"
Completely contrary to the previous thought, I do quite like people! And I love to just have a chat and a laugh and a bit of craic. Not necessarily always related to MSN, sometimes I just want to get out of the house and go out somewhere randomly *cough* container party! I guess it all just depends on my mood, whether I'm feeling sociable or not...
7
"Awk sure, it'll all work out in the end."
This is basically my life motto. I never used to think of myself as an optimist, but I seem to have become one simply due to the fact that I cannot be BOTHERED worrying about things. If uni is a disaster then I won't have seen it coming and I won't have been prepared for it, but hey, if I stay as destressed then as I am now then at least I won't have high blood pressure! That's got to count for something, right?
1
"I'm hungry!!!!!!!!!"
Happens rather a lot, especially in school. This was literally the first thing I thought of when I read the title for today, I wonder what that says about me...
2
"Ahhhh uni!"
This crosses my mind in odd ways, which are actually usually positive, such as when I have to go to bed and I want to stay on the computer for another hour or three: "Ooh, when I'm at uni I can stay up as late as I want! Yay!" Then again, this also tells me that my sleeping pattern at uni is going to be even more messed up than it was at the Christmas holidays this year... not good. Basically uni is in my head because it's soon and it'll be a big change, and I really wonder what it'll be like.
3
"Really can't be bothered with this right now..."
I have very little motivation sometimes, especially doing English homework. Then this thought appears in my mind... and I tend to get distracted doing something silly and ridiculous. Fail!
4
"Hahahahaha that's brilliant!"
This actually does cross my mind all the time - and I love when it does, because I love to laugh.
5
"Ugh, I just want to be alone right now!"
And then if possible I turn the music up... If not, I try to just tune out the rest of the world and get my thoughts/emotions in check.
6
"Why is no one on MSN? I want to talk to someone!"
Completely contrary to the previous thought, I do quite like people! And I love to just have a chat and a laugh and a bit of craic. Not necessarily always related to MSN, sometimes I just want to get out of the house and go out somewhere randomly *cough* container party! I guess it all just depends on my mood, whether I'm feeling sociable or not...
7
"Awk sure, it'll all work out in the end."
This is basically my life motto. I never used to think of myself as an optimist, but I seem to have become one simply due to the fact that I cannot be BOTHERED worrying about things. If uni is a disaster then I won't have seen it coming and I won't have been prepared for it, but hey, if I stay as destressed then as I am now then at least I won't have high blood pressure! That's got to count for something, right?
10-Day Meme: Day 3
Friday, 7 January 2011
Eight ways to win your heart.
1
For anyone who knows me at all, this one will be obvious - the way to my heart is through my stomach. With chocolate!
2
Use sarcasm! I am an exceedingly sarcastic person, and this doesn't work when other people don't get it. I greatly appreciate the people who I can banter with, there's no fun in being nice all the time!
3
Give good hugs. This is something I only realised recently - I actually like an occasional hug when I know that whoever I'm hugging doesn't feel awkward about it, but since that applies to most people I know, I've been deprived of hugs for many a year now - I feel this should be dealt with!
4
This one is ridiculously girly and cliché and silly and I don't like it - but it's a well-known fact that an occasional compliment will win any girl's heart. No flattery though - you have to mean it.
5
Talk to me! Obvious, but seriously, a good/deep/crazy conversation with someone can make my day.
6
Be able to tell when I'm upset. Sometimes it's obvious, sometimes it's really not - and sometimes, I wish someone would just ask me what's wrong.
7
Going completely insane and hyper with me over something totally random definitely endears people to me!
8
I've run out of ideas, so... don't judge me, just accept me, be yourself - all that cliché jazz!
This one was really weird to write...
1
For anyone who knows me at all, this one will be obvious - the way to my heart is through my stomach. With chocolate!
2
Use sarcasm! I am an exceedingly sarcastic person, and this doesn't work when other people don't get it. I greatly appreciate the people who I can banter with, there's no fun in being nice all the time!
3
Give good hugs. This is something I only realised recently - I actually like an occasional hug when I know that whoever I'm hugging doesn't feel awkward about it, but since that applies to most people I know, I've been deprived of hugs for many a year now - I feel this should be dealt with!
4
This one is ridiculously girly and cliché and silly and I don't like it - but it's a well-known fact that an occasional compliment will win any girl's heart. No flattery though - you have to mean it.
5
Talk to me! Obvious, but seriously, a good/deep/crazy conversation with someone can make my day.
6
Be able to tell when I'm upset. Sometimes it's obvious, sometimes it's really not - and sometimes, I wish someone would just ask me what's wrong.
7
Going completely insane and hyper with me over something totally random definitely endears people to me!
8
I've run out of ideas, so... don't judge me, just accept me, be yourself - all that cliché jazz!
This one was really weird to write...
10-Day Meme: Day 2
Thursday, 6 January 2011
Nine things about yourself.
1
I almost always have a song stuck in my head - often just whatever I listened to last. At any rate, I think I have some sort of CD player in my brain...
2
I don't cry at films that are supposed to be sad (especially romances, ugh) - but if there's a sad moment in a generally happy film, I'll be in floods.
3
Even though I despise cleaning with all my heart, I'm kind of OCD about my room being tidy (Claudia has told me before that it freaks her out because it never changes, lol).
4
I would be amazed if anyone could name ALL of these: my two favourite book series, my three favourite music artists, and my four favourite TV shows. (This is a challenge - leave a comment with your guesses! You have to guess all of them, even if you're just putting in something random to make up the numbers. I'll give the correct answers on Day 10 of the meme - ooh, and bonus points if you can name my favourite character from each of the books/tv shows, not counting any reality shows, of course!)
5
I like to think I can cook. I can't. Apart from omelettes. ("Emma... did you even turn the oven on?")
6
I absolutely love writing, whatever form it may take - diary or bloggerish writing, fiction, French - so long as it's a fun topic, that is. I'm not so sad as to enjoy an English essay!
7
As far as I can tell, people who don't know me very well think I'm very hard-working and constantly concentrating in class. These people have never met my attention span, which is not just short, but dwarfish. Or attempted to copy my notes. Or sat beside me. Or heard me say something completely ridiculous and unrelated to anything (which I do VERY frequently). Not to mention that I literally NEED to listen to music to be able to concentrate on work! Etc etc. Basically I am a scatterbrain!
8
I hardly ever wear make-up, because I can't be bothered with it (and I never wear foundation because it just doesn't work with my skin!). But even though I hate to admit it, I'm starting to care a lot more about how I look - I only wear clothes that flatter me, and I even asked for new straighteners for Christmas. I guess everyone's prone to vanity sometimes...
9
I have never had a functioning nickname! Stich, Gizmo - lol junior school. Emz, ewww! Emboot - that's just a slap in the face! Welly Bin - a slap around the earring. Dilemma - well no one calls me that, it's just for the back of my hoody! So... it's a good thing I like my name then ^_^
1
I almost always have a song stuck in my head - often just whatever I listened to last. At any rate, I think I have some sort of CD player in my brain...
2
I don't cry at films that are supposed to be sad (especially romances, ugh) - but if there's a sad moment in a generally happy film, I'll be in floods.
3
Even though I despise cleaning with all my heart, I'm kind of OCD about my room being tidy (Claudia has told me before that it freaks her out because it never changes, lol).
4
I would be amazed if anyone could name ALL of these: my two favourite book series, my three favourite music artists, and my four favourite TV shows. (This is a challenge - leave a comment with your guesses! You have to guess all of them, even if you're just putting in something random to make up the numbers. I'll give the correct answers on Day 10 of the meme - ooh, and bonus points if you can name my favourite character from each of the books/tv shows, not counting any reality shows, of course!)
5
I like to think I can cook. I can't. Apart from omelettes. ("Emma... did you even turn the oven on?")
6
I absolutely love writing, whatever form it may take - diary or bloggerish writing, fiction, French - so long as it's a fun topic, that is. I'm not so sad as to enjoy an English essay!
7
As far as I can tell, people who don't know me very well think I'm very hard-working and constantly concentrating in class. These people have never met my attention span, which is not just short, but dwarfish. Or attempted to copy my notes. Or sat beside me. Or heard me say something completely ridiculous and unrelated to anything (which I do VERY frequently). Not to mention that I literally NEED to listen to music to be able to concentrate on work! Etc etc. Basically I am a scatterbrain!
8
I hardly ever wear make-up, because I can't be bothered with it (and I never wear foundation because it just doesn't work with my skin!). But even though I hate to admit it, I'm starting to care a lot more about how I look - I only wear clothes that flatter me, and I even asked for new straighteners for Christmas. I guess everyone's prone to vanity sometimes...
9
I have never had a functioning nickname! Stich, Gizmo - lol junior school. Emz, ewww! Emboot - that's just a slap in the face! Welly Bin - a slap around the earring. Dilemma - well no one calls me that, it's just for the back of my hoody! So... it's a good thing I like my name then ^_^
10-Day Meme: Day 1
Wednesday, 5 January 2011
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now.
Person 1
There are so many things I want to say to you, but I'll settle for this: I know how much you want to change the world. Well, you changed me, even if you don't really know it, and even if it doesn't show (at least not yet - who knows what the future will bring?).
Person 2
I honestly don't think people know how close we are. Which I don't really understand - I would have thought it shows. But somehow, you have become one of the very few people to earn my complete allegiance as a friend, even if other people don't really see that. You don't get told it enough, so I'll say it now - you're awesome!
Person 3
I still don't know if I should trust a word you say - but I trust you. I'm so sorry. I don't know what I'd do without you - life would be so much less bright.
Person 4
I lied. I did mind. But my pride wouldn't let me admit it. And I'm fine now. I don't blame you at all - it's not like you knew.
Person 5
I can honestly say that I don't know you any more. When did that happen?
Person 6
I have my suspicions. I don't know whether I'm being too judgemental or everyone else is blind, but I suspect. I wish I knew for sure. (The thing is: I don't care, I just want to know. Which is probably more than anyone else with suspicions can say.)
Person 7
I wish I could help you. But I don't know how.
Person 8
You had a letter written to you, but then I decided it was too scandalous, and completely abandoned the anonymous letters altogether. So I guess I'll say it here: I'm scared of being too nice to you, in case I give anyone the right impression. But I'm also scared that being too cold towards you (aka giving YOU the right impression) will drive you away completely. That's not what I want.
Person 9
Sometimes I wonder how you can possibly be you. Sometimes I wish I was more like you. A part of me thinks it would be a shame if you ever changed. A part of me hopes that someday, you do.
Person 10
I always feel like you're judging me. I know you're not, but in so many ways it just feels like you are. Probably because you hold so many opinions that I secretly disagree with. But you're the reason that I'd never admit that out loud.
Um... please don't kill me. I swear they weren't supposed to be this cryptic!!!
Person 1
There are so many things I want to say to you, but I'll settle for this: I know how much you want to change the world. Well, you changed me, even if you don't really know it, and even if it doesn't show (at least not yet - who knows what the future will bring?).
Person 2
I honestly don't think people know how close we are. Which I don't really understand - I would have thought it shows. But somehow, you have become one of the very few people to earn my complete allegiance as a friend, even if other people don't really see that. You don't get told it enough, so I'll say it now - you're awesome!
Person 3
I still don't know if I should trust a word you say - but I trust you. I'm so sorry. I don't know what I'd do without you - life would be so much less bright.
Person 4
I lied. I did mind. But my pride wouldn't let me admit it. And I'm fine now. I don't blame you at all - it's not like you knew.
Person 5
I can honestly say that I don't know you any more. When did that happen?
Person 6
I have my suspicions. I don't know whether I'm being too judgemental or everyone else is blind, but I suspect. I wish I knew for sure. (The thing is: I don't care, I just want to know. Which is probably more than anyone else with suspicions can say.)
Person 7
I wish I could help you. But I don't know how.
Person 8
You had a letter written to you, but then I decided it was too scandalous, and completely abandoned the anonymous letters altogether. So I guess I'll say it here: I'm scared of being too nice to you, in case I give anyone the right impression. But I'm also scared that being too cold towards you (aka giving YOU the right impression) will drive you away completely. That's not what I want.
Person 9
Sometimes I wonder how you can possibly be you. Sometimes I wish I was more like you. A part of me thinks it would be a shame if you ever changed. A part of me hopes that someday, you do.
Person 10
I always feel like you're judging me. I know you're not, but in so many ways it just feels like you are. Probably because you hold so many opinions that I secretly disagree with. But you're the reason that I'd never admit that out loud.
Um... please don't kill me. I swear they weren't supposed to be this cryptic!!!
10 Days of Honesty - Meme Masterlist
MEME!!!!! I do love memes =P (Stolen from MayJay)
DAY 1
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. COMPLETE
DAY 2
Nine things about yourself.
DAY 3
Eight ways to win your heart.
DAY 4
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
DAY 5
Six things you wish you’d never done.
DAY 6
Five people who mean a lot.
DAY 7
Four turn offs.
DAY 8
Three turn ons.
DAY 9
Two events/actions that describe your life right now.
DAY 10
One confession.
DAY 1
Ten things you want to say to ten different people right now. COMPLETE
DAY 2
Nine things about yourself.
DAY 3
Eight ways to win your heart.
DAY 4
Seven things that cross your mind a lot.
DAY 5
Six things you wish you’d never done.
DAY 6
Five people who mean a lot.
DAY 7
Four turn offs.
DAY 8
Three turn ons.
DAY 9
Two events/actions that describe your life right now.
DAY 10
One confession.
Something To Talk About
Monday, 3 January 2011
So... what is there to talk about?
Well, first of all, music! I'm listening to music right now, in fact. I went on a downloading spree yesterday, and downloaded a grand total of... FIVE new songs! Yep, impressively large total there. /sarcasm
Two of them were by 2NE1, whose new album I hadn't previously heard even though it's been out since the summer, but then Claudia put Go Away on in the car and I was like :O then *mrf*, so I looked it up and the MV is like "...?", then I found Can't Nobody and though it was cool, then found the English version and was like o.O, then downloaded them both! Teehee.
Pretty lyrics! Read the pretty lyrics.
I think I'm doing fine, honey,
But I think that you should know:
I'm happy with myself and all the things that I have done.
And when you told me I was nothing,
I finally took control,
And now I'm proud of who you've made me,
I can finally break the hold.
So let's toast to this here controversy,
And say it's said and done,
We'll just say it's said and done,
We'll just say it's said and done.
Lol title is in the title. Oh, and I think there's a shark in the water. At the carnival. I want to go to that carnival. It looks like a fun carnival. WHY IS IT NOT YET FEBRUARY?! That would be a perfect month if there were no mocks and Merlin was also coming back. Mmm Gwaine.
I watched Prince of Persia last night, yay! And Alice In Wonderland at lunchtime, crazy movie.
I need something to do. I'm just sitting here slowly going insane. Argh.
Well, first of all, music! I'm listening to music right now, in fact. I went on a downloading spree yesterday, and downloaded a grand total of... FIVE new songs! Yep, impressively large total there. /sarcasm
Two of them were by 2NE1, whose new album I hadn't previously heard even though it's been out since the summer, but then Claudia put Go Away on in the car and I was like :O then *mrf*, so I looked it up and the MV is like "...?", then I found Can't Nobody and though it was cool, then found the English version and was like o.O, then downloaded them both! Teehee.
Pretty lyrics! Read the pretty lyrics.
I think I'm doing fine, honey,
But I think that you should know:
I'm happy with myself and all the things that I have done.
And when you told me I was nothing,
I finally took control,
And now I'm proud of who you've made me,
I can finally break the hold.
So let's toast to this here controversy,
And say it's said and done,
We'll just say it's said and done,
We'll just say it's said and done.
Lol title is in the title. Oh, and I think there's a shark in the water. At the carnival. I want to go to that carnival. It looks like a fun carnival. WHY IS IT NOT YET FEBRUARY?! That would be a perfect month if there were no mocks and Merlin was also coming back. Mmm Gwaine.
I watched Prince of Persia last night, yay! And Alice In Wonderland at lunchtime, crazy movie.
I need something to do. I'm just sitting here slowly going insane. Argh.
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